This is what I deserved

I know I've been quite far from my responsibilities lately. I know I've been quite unfit and demanding these days. I know I've been out of focus and priorities. I know I've been so childish and cocky. I know I was heading to the old me. I know that whatever has happened was what I deserved. But please, do not punish and put me in this situation. I am clueless, yeah I feel so useless. Please, I beg You, bring back the passport to me. Please, I beg You from the bottom of my heart... I will try my best to be back on track, to the things I have planned. The new me who focuses on only family, friends and studies. I really beg You... I would get rid things which can bust my emotion.

I beg You.