Back in time

I have never wanted to go back in time all my life... never ever thought of doin so. coz I believe whatever has happened, it's meant to be the best for me.

But ever since we got close, I wish I could go back in time to when we started before. I wish I could treat u like I should be. I know that I'd just be in your friend zone, but I keep expecting something else. I know it sounds cliche.. But it's true, you make me happy, happier and sometimes to the happiest.. I just see you as someone who is too perfect for me, too good to be true, that I have been waiting for. The one who could talk lousy yet educating, could say rubbish but growing plants, could tells lies yet true, could say no when you really mean no. It's kinda sad to be in this situation. I've never liked a guy like this before. I mean, u are a good friend of mine, a really good one. But I dunno, after we spent so much time together, I felt a sort of dependency. Yikes, I could not believe that I would say this kinda shit.

I really wish I can go back in time.. when we started before...

I couldn't believe it just happened..

I should have told you on Monday
I started feelin weird on Sunday
That's why I was so quite these days
But I somehow enjoyed to keep pace

I know you could control your feelin
But I dunno why I keep diggin
Diggin to myself
Am I stuck in a showcase?

I have tried to tell you
But this mouth played a fool
You made me feel so blue
After we played pool

I love to see u readin
Sippin your coffee without saying anythin
I was starin
Daydreamin

I care about myself
I am self-centered
But you make me laugh
My heart has run ragged

I am here
With me, myself and I
You are there
Don't care if I die

I was so stupid last nite
And you were sure everythin was right
But this fear hold me tight
I dunno what I got

I am clueless
I feel useless
It's not your business
To know this craziness

I like all about you
Being honest and so true
Talkin without any clue
Which stick me in a glue

I love this friendship
I don't wanna miss any single beep
I know this is so steep and deep
Especially for me who gets tip