Back in time

I have never wanted to go back in time all my life... never ever thought of doin so. coz I believe whatever has happened, it's meant to be the best for me.

But ever since we got close, I wish I could go back in time to when we started before. I wish I could treat u like I should be. I know that I'd just be in your friend zone, but I keep expecting something else. I know it sounds cliche.. But it's true, you make me happy, happier and sometimes to the happiest.. I just see you as someone who is too perfect for me, too good to be true, that I have been waiting for. The one who could talk lousy yet educating, could say rubbish but growing plants, could tells lies yet true, could say no when you really mean no. It's kinda sad to be in this situation. I've never liked a guy like this before. I mean, u are a good friend of mine, a really good one. But I dunno, after we spent so much time together, I felt a sort of dependency. Yikes, I could not believe that I would say this kinda shit.

I really wish I can go back in time.. when we started before...